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Sunday, November 1, 2009, 8:39 PM
lalala.
deleted a lot of posts haha.the fact that i am in alpha still hasn't sunken in.
nightwalk was D: and my rifle was the only one that got stolen at night -.- i don't even remember it happening.
ATC song was 夏日初体验 :D it's the first time ATC song is a song i knew.
Alpha 享受每分钟
一起沉浸欢乐之中
一极棒的我
不想困难低头
the song makes me happy :D 一起走 Gogo!
8:37 PM
forgotten season
I still remember the last night of October,
We separated after leaving indefinable words,
Was your gloomy face, the truth?
Will I have to forget you without even trying to explain?
The returning seasons give me dreams,
Yet, impossible dreams are sad; they make me cry
Monday, September 21, 2009, 4:22 PM
sigh...
where is my passion gone! it disappeared after ct.when everything started screwing up. somehow, sec one memories seem much more distant now. i think it's because i have learnt to let go?
hmph.
Sunday, August 30, 2009, 6:35 PM
時空信.
忘了在何年何月寄這信給未來的我寫著愛過夢過多麼簡單又多麼認真的
那些心願還有生活
綠洲早已經變成沙漠 恆星粉碎成了銀河
這封信像刀鋒從無聊生命劃過
忽然我清醒了 想起當時的我 沒有怕過什麼
我想念我 那時的我
熱情的心 生命像個寶盒
曾經相信所有傳說啊 勇敢冒險只想找到鑰匙開那把鎖
我想念我 原來的我
那麼自由 不管天多高地多厚
沒有追求的盡頭
未來的我 信裡對自己這麼說 希望有元氣的活著
有夢就難免寂寞 不要放棄
我想念我 那時的我 熱情的心 被生活折磨
開始懷疑所有傳說 是不是沒鑰匙能打開那鎖
我想念我 原來那勇敢的我
想像自己 在打開寶盒那一刻
也變成一個傳說
Saturday, August 22, 2009, 7:03 PM
POP'09.
POP is over. it's the last POP as a cadet.went to lynn weee's house on thursday lol. was cutting the felt and stuff in the morning. then went to buy cake mix and pudding mix from cold storage.
walked all the way to lynn's house based on memory! haha. then err, when i reached they were already done with the batter. ate plum. PLUMS ARE HOLY MOTHER NICE.
then put colouring. haha if anyone is wondering how much food colouring we put, it isn't a lot haha.
then erm, went to trim the felt and stuff like that. poured batter in and put it into oven. started sewing the tongue on. and after like... dunno-how-long, the cake was still wet?! and we were panicking. but turned out fine.
ai ya, skip skip skip all the preparation part lah. ate pizza. went home at 8+ and reached home at 9+. then ironed U first. until about 10 then ate dinner. polished badges obsessively and pinned them on until about 12. the alignment was as perfect as you can ever imagine. haha.
then continued sewing the bloody tongue omg. i was gonna die at this point. sewed tongue until about 1+ or 2. can't really remember. then sewed the first tooth and called clarissa. conference called along with glenda until glenda went to sleep. can't remember what time. then second tooth finished at 2+, third tooth finished at like... 3+? then fourth tooth it was 4+. halfway through sewing fifth tooth clarissa had to go off booo. then finished sewing sixth tooth at like... around 4.30 or so.
then my father woke up and went out. lol. and started on mouth. sewed the entire mouth on until about 5.15 i think. then err, went to pack bag and print out manpower allocation etc etc. at this time i was already rushing around and panicking. went to bathe at 5.50 haha.
felt very detached from my body. and had major headaches. lol. i felt very screwed up inside 'cause i was having weird stomach pains maybe because i hadn't eaten for like... 8 hours and didn't sleep. finished bathing at around 6.15?
then brush teeth etc etc. rushrushrush. went to take white gloves, frock, black socks, beret (which was kind of screwed 'cause i didn't put it under bed), belt, hairnet. then by 6.25 i was out of the house. lol, got onto the train and reached bukit batok then got onto the bus that reaches school at around 7.15.
reached school. then morning assembly blahblah. went to put cake in GO. haha. and erm, skipped PE 'cause had headache. then cut eyebrows from felt, and sewed the white part of eyes on during PE. first recess, sewed the 2 eyes on. then during LA, sewed the 2 eyebrows on.
during chinese, sewed the drop of water on lol. and started sewing the two big yellow pieces together. sew sew sew i used very very crappy stitches which took more time than i would if i used a stitch that wasn't as crappy. gahh boooo. then sewed during math. and after changing sew sew sew until left one side. then greeted ma'ams.
was raining and ma'ams told us to stay indoors. so sew sew sew until a small opening left and stuffed the crappy thing. then err, alicia started sewing it up and had to get ready for parade.
it was super sudden gahhh!! then baris mersok baris. omg then kewalan kerhomatan mersok baris. and when we started marching, halfway i realised lumjia didn't wear her gloves! die die die. but cannot do anything already, so... urgh. hopefully no one notices? then blahblahblah.
HORMAT. i screwed up hormat! like, even more badly than i usually do. i don't even screw up this badly during hormat usually. was damn damn screwed.
and before marching off there was rusok, screwed up that one TOO. omg what's my bloody problem. i haven't screwed up rusok since one of the initial practices and i had to screw up rusok during the actual parade. it's 40 ma'ams' POP and i have to screw up the freaking stupid rusok. grahhh.
ok, anyway, then hentak, maju. kekiri. kekenan... was screwed -.- then finally stopped. felt damn screwy. what kind of shitty post is this -.- then when kewalan kerhomatan marched off, the kekiri and kekenan i didn't screw. which is good. then erm... march past. and parade ended. didn't feel anything much except screwy. during 38 ma'ams' POP, it felt so much more... impactful? i dunno what's the word but yea. this one was quite rushed and was over very quickly.
then passed flag to someone and ran off. collected cake from GO, ran upstairs, arranged chairs and stuff. after quite long, everyone came in lol. and the cake! at first we put the cake beside all the catered food and milk, but decided to keep it as a surprise.
and haha, only 8 ma'ams were there so waited for the remaining ma'ams to come in. which took quite long -.- and started. gave ma'ams the cake and knife. and kept waiting to see what will happen when ma'ams cut the cake lol. but then took photos and blahblah. and i was internally dying while waiting.
and when ma'ams finally (-.-) cut it, some ma'am said that the inside is strawberry flavoured one haha. which wasn't true. and they didn't see the colours! D: then took it to the side to cut, and 43 saw the inside haha. then when we passed it to ma'ams, i didn't really hear their response D:
but ai ya, at least the cake didn't screw up. but it was supposed to be one of the 重点's ): which, i think, didn't really happen. should have made the cake bigger or something. oh well.
then err, played games. a bit 冷场. eee. and served food, i think i was stoning lol 'cause my brain was screwing up and i couldn't think.
then performances blahblah. can't really remember much. and i only drank one cup of the drink and ate a few fishballs o.o no appetite. screw it. i think i was having a slight fever.
err, then give presents time! haha, our dee(1)-dee(1). didn't know it was called that. but heh i think we got quite a good response. then err, cleared up and stuff. felt very sian. and besurai.
blahblah. waited for awhile. 39 ma'ams talked to us. and oh yeah, we got notes from 38 ma'ams, i think it was 38 ma'ams. then jiajia was being a huge biantai. *cough*
then got unit present haha. and went to change. and had squadtalk at netball court. ai ya don't feel like blogging already. blogging is sian. ok byebye.
Sunday, August 9, 2009, 3:48 PM
yoo.
i am here because i am not happy ):i am not happy because i am hungry!
hunger is the root of all problems. i want fooooood. there's no food in my house at all. grah. die.
Saturday, August 8, 2009, 2:55 PM
inferiority.
i hate myself.my hatred for myself grows more and more each day.
Friday, August 7, 2009, 5:56 PM
when this is all over.
在也不會感到徬徨 不會再失意回頭望.Wednesday, August 5, 2009, 11:13 PM
blogger is screwing up!
omg screw haha. nevermind no big deal.i have done more embarrassing things D: sadly enough. like, falling backwards off the bench during delta present making, that was just... very... stupid. -.-
ok boo i am depressed. i hate big bones.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009, 7:04 PM
the red balloons.
pop is postponed again. why does it keep changing argh.boo.
Monday, August 3, 2009, 7:20 PM
是你 一眼我就認出來 這是命運最美麗的安排
heh ~.~ is a funny face.i'm posting so much hahaha. and all the posts are boring and worthless.
bio LA and IH are epically screwed.
恨我來不及參與你的過去 抱歉讓你等待...
7:04 PM
蕭敬騰.
after watching this video again, for like the 203980958304th time, i have once again realised why i love 蕭敬騰.blogger is screwing up.
i love 蕭敬騰's voice more than i love jaejoong.
omg CL :D :D :D chaerin is a nice name. and dara is cute! :D
Sunday, August 2, 2009, 12:58 PM
dbsk.
erh hope they get more money hee.and blogger is being anal. the funny toolbar with the icons doesn't show. how to add resized pictures! must go upload somewhere else. so ma fan. gahh.
heh jaejoong. lalalala. bio sucks i want to drop bio, bio is the most useless subject on earth. and i hate inflexible teachers!! who don't make sense and are partial.
gah stupid stupid stupid CANDY. i shall name him candy (lol junsu). stupid! stupid! candy. unjustified D: 3 marks flew away just like that. stupid argh. stupid idiot candy. i hate candy lalala. i still believe that putting '>' is correct. HAH. stupid candy's stupid candyful reasoning doesn't even make sense you idiot.
ok nevermind marks are not important. hoho. especially when they are allocated in a stupid manner. maybe it's just candy who is really stupid. ok, candy is really stupid.
nobody will understand what i am talking about hoho. and everyone will think i am a weirdo who likes eating candies or something.
12:49 PM
blanket.
the new skin is very weird.and omer bhatti! he looked like blanket when he was young. the resemblance is like 99%. hopefully he's MJ's child heh. but not very likely D:
anyway, 2NE1TV is interesting! heh. bun will start having fits or something but whatever.
POP is on friday D: so many things to do. gah. i hope everyone will be surprised by the ******* **** :D
yay. and what else. erh, doing flag is scary. i phail epically at flag. it feels so scary and weird. i want to be in the squad thingy ):
_______ _____ is interesting. heh.
12:48 PM
junsu.
boo selfish people.D:
Friday, July 24, 2009, 9:56 PM
i am sad.
i am sad.i wonder if anyone at all reads this piece of junk here. which died long ago. along with my life.
Thursday, June 25, 2009, 9:27 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009, 7:38 PM
kyuhyun.
wahaha. ryeowook is so cute.
kyuhyun and ryeowook!! :D :D